Don't fit in? Get bullied and pushed around? Is there so much pain in your life that you think about hurting or killing yourself? If so, DON'T DO IT!!! Posts here can give you the strength, courage, wisdom, and hope that is necessary to overcome your difficult times.
I want you to know I have been in a situation like yours, so I care. You are going through a lot right now, but you don't have to go it alone.
Giving up is not an option.
You’ve tried everything. You’ve spoke to everyone you feel safe enough to speak with; you’ve even tried exercising your demons, yet you are afraid you will never live up to anyone’s expectations.
Okay, you’re different. This doesn’t mean you are bad or wrong. God loves you the way you are, and if God loves you, who are they to disapprove?
If you are lonely, your positive outlook will sooner or later attract people who will add happiness to your life. Until then, as the spider in Charlotte’s Web says, “Chin up!”
Hang in there, fight the good fight. Don’t give in to other’s negativity. You can bring light and love into the world that will outshine anyone’s darkness.